lonliness

i hate that feeling when you're lonely but there's people all around you.

not that you're lonely for friends...but that you're lonely for closeness. i miss the days when andrew, abby, and i would squeeze on a couch and have to sit so close that we were touching at all times. i miss closeness. i miss the closeness of siblings. i hate having to be the only member of my family in a random state in the south. i hate being alone.

i just want to be held. i want to snuggle up with my dad and not have to leave in 3 days to come back to georgia. i'm tired.


*sigh*