I'm going to write now...

Because knowing me I won't be in the mood to write for a very long time.

My thoughts for the night:

Have you ever thought about how an artist feels so much more than the average person?
I believe I feel on a deeper level than the norm... but i still feel pretty out of touch with my emotions at times, and know there are people who feel on a deeper level than I.

I was watching this documentary tonight when I got home from work that I just happened to stop on (I normally watch nothing on TV ever... or that 70's show.. :D but that's not the point.. bringing back the focus....) was about this woman who her whole entire life is music and she fascinates me.

She is a violinist.

She is beautiful.

She radiates such passion when she plays.

It totally and completely fascinates me. But part of it that is just so awe striking is how much deeper every feeling is for her. You can just see it on her face and in the way she plays. I have never seen anyone play with such feeling. She has become music. Its not just something she does. It is a part of her.

I just thrilled me to see that and makes me wish I had her passion.

So I thought I would share the thoughts. (yea I know I'm cheesy..)

Check her out. I might be going to see her in NY when I visit the family. :D